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Street Pharmacist: The Consequences of Being a Modern Diogenes

by You Will Have Tribulation

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1.
we reap the harvest we stole it from the garden now in this place of snakes i know everything we reap the harvest (what if I say) we stole it from the garden (i don't think we have) now in this place of snakes (a choice) i know everything (are we born evil?)
2.
i don't know how much longer i can keep this up i do not trust myself why would i trust myself i know the end results i've seen it all before so sick and tired of being dopesick and tired puking up my soul (cop) shoot cop shoot cop holes in my wall holes in my drywall and needles are all over the floor i don't know how my life turned out like this i have black in my blood in my soul all is black i am dopesick and tired (so sick and tired of being dopesick and tired) i don't know how my life turned out like this
3.
i'm heading east of here got black in my blood linda's got an abscess we live in the dirt but hey at least i pray mammon i will get paid this is my ministry and i'm the minister of chlorine this life is not glamorous but you already knew that desensitized to the violence like true americans so sick and tired of being dopesick and tired puking my soul out you think you know now i sold some shards to your brother i sold black tar to your neighbor gonna get it from somewhere they may as well get it from me your family, tear apart your family tear apart your family oh how glamorous, does this make me a man yet? can you justify the blood to yourself? can you justify the death to yourself? can you justify because it sells? can you justify because it sells?
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Black Sheep 03:16
my world is black can you stop this guess i will accept the role i'm meant to play i feel the fire rising i'm always comprising my family tells me that i'm a criminal and i'm starting to believe it's true will it ever end the madness in my head desperate times call for desperate measures black sheep black sheep black sheep black sheep do you even know this is my role the darkest regions of my soul
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what is a man he puts himself upon the gears of the machine it grinds him up, it spits him out the smoke stacks make the world unclean what is a man he works all day and night and has no plan and makes rich another man and he's losing his time, and then he will die what is a man but a miserable pile of secrets what is a man if he has so much time but he can't keep it i want out (3x) i want out of the rat race i want out (3x) i want out of the human race i just want to live my life i don't want to give all my time i just want to live my life what is a man who's got no time you cant reach me you cant save me i'm going my own way i'm going my own way
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Hereditary 03:29
gotta be honest i kinda resent this the way you look down upon me we are the branches of the same tree the family was never the same 'specially after that fateful day but it's not my fault so don't take it out on me the family curse they put you down and browbeat you they use their age as an excuse brothers and sisters join in on the abuse seems like i'm the odd one out too much pride too much doubt feel like a stranger in my own house the family curse
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i'm homeless i got nothin' and right now i'm in survival mode (2x) so forgive me lord this is all i know and i've never been in this situation before i'm just trying to make it through the day and night the night and day wondering oh where will i sleep tonight so i must find a way find a way i'm in survival mode (4x) i gotta do somethin' for the both of us i'm not alone in this mess i made i gotta be strong for the both of us in this mess that i dragged you into so forgive me child for this is all i know and we've never been so low before i'm just trying to make it through the day and night the night and day wondering oh where will i sleep tonight so i must find a way find a way i'm in survival mode we're homeless we got nothin' and right now we're in survival mode
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Commodity 03:44
i know their faces i know them well it has been programmed into the shell i know the prices applied mathematics this is my ministry this is my business the daemon is always running in my background process i gotta make this money but can i clear my conscience wish i could delete everything compartmentalizing how can i be called a man of god? man of god? hardcore drugs as a commodity, when collapse comes they will run to me i know their names clear as a bell i pray to god they get saved from hell administer the medicine laying hands and healing the sick the daemon is always running in my background process i gotta make this money but can i clear my conscience wish i could delete everything compartmentalizing how can i be called a man of god? man of god? hardcore drugs as a commodity, when collapse comes they will run to me the daemon is always running the daemon is always running
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i am right here (posted up on the corner) i see their eyes (and you know they wanna) i got the merchandise (and i know that you gotta) come here tonight (into my world) you good? do you need something i see in you i feel it in my bones it's supernatural COME ON HAVE A HIT ON ME SAMPLE THIS ONE IT'S FOR FREE WHILE YOU GET YOUR DOPAMINE AND I GET MY MONEY i'm still right here (i'm going nowhere) i've got my eye (i can see the future) oh i can see (things no one else can) like you and me (we're both afflicted) you good? do you need something i see in you i feel it in my bones it's supernatural COME ON HAVE A HIT ON ME SAMPLE THIS ONE IT'S FOR FREE WHILE YOU GET YOUR DOPAMINE AND I GET MY MONEY i feel like a star i feel like a star i feel like a star i feel like a star i am a big rockstar
12.
i appreciate you letting me crash on your couch here's some extra cash you're a real one, i am undone you're a real one, yes i am on one
13.
i took the r.t.d. out of 16th street went past the yuppies down to a little dilapidated part of town and found me a little house there was electricity but it was boarded up, so i kicked it in, that's right i kicked the back door in needed a place for the night where else can i go when i'm just a no-good junkie who can barely trust his own friends needles on the floor from the previous occupant least they left a mattress what? no frame? not very opulent hey i'll take what i can get beggars can't be choosers just tryna hide my face from the wind ashamed and feeling like a loser after some weeks, then they come in say what you doin, i'm only sleepin' kicking me out, into the cold for the 100th time this is getting old it's starting to really get old (i got them traphouse blues)
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in the throes of addiction my soul finds lack a constant hunger ringing my whole world is black 'cause my body cannot stand the thought of being without it so i cop, shoot, cop, and cop, shoot, cop until i'm sick to my stomach oh lord it feels just like i'm dying my brain's on fire and i can not stop this demon so tonight i pray somethin' dire
15.
grace is not a license to sin we all serve somebody or something some men of god say they know him but work for the church of satan it reared its ugly head and said "do ya blame me for everything?" i have to take the responsibility in the end we make our own choices what is the cost of entropy to the demon's processing? thermal fluctuations disrupt the demonic machine everything has a cost, everything's under law everything is bound by it i have done so much wrong in the name of god i'm finally owning up to this this is not sin consciousness i don't want to be evil and i don't wanna be tormented if i work on my character i hope i can do better but first i have to get rid of this baggage don't blame the devil for what you've done don't play the holy man when you're not one we possess autonomy you either do or ya don't, it's binary
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my family won't speak to me i really wrecked my life i got no place here so why even try you can bleed that rock dry but it still won't come to you if it's not in line with what's meant to be true when you decree your own law no man is above the law when you decree your own law don't go my way this is not the life you want careful what you decree like my dead ministry don't go my way this is not the life you want i lived by my own law i did these sins in the name of God i sympathize with customers they got hooked on oxycontin got the rug pulled from under them purdue said it wasn't addictive just a good hardworking man forced to become a junkie like me now he's switched to heroin 'cause they didn't ween him off the oxy this is still my excuse this is still just an excuse this is still my excuse i really convinced myself that i was doing the right thing i really convinced myself that i was healing the sick
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we reap the harvest we stole it from the garden now in this place of snakes i know everything spend all my days and nights looking over my shoulder sleeping with one eye, when will this all be over? what if I say I don't think I have a choice you stand there, tell me, there's always a choice reptiles say we will die for it is the law of nature as I fall upon the earth i know i am naked it didn't used to be like this it never used to be this way but I know I crossed the line am I a criminal who should pay because sometimes it sure feels that way yeah sometimes it feels like i'm nothing spend all my days and nights looking over my shoulder sleeping with one eye, when will this all be over? what if I say I don't think I have a choice you stand there, tell me, there's always a choice what if I say I don't think I have a choice how true would it be would I just be lying i'm not a slave to my genes i'm not a slave to the ways of the men that came before me i can always change
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Can a man reconcile his faith while he lives a life of crime? Even when it comes to survival, everything has a cost. When we are all bound by the law of nature, we are bound by the ministry of death. Is more available to us? Or is this all there is? Find out on the next episode of "The Justification, Or: How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Sear My Conscience." Oh wait, that's not the name of THIS album. More to come...

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released January 29, 2022

All songs written by Daniel Mark Herrera EXCEPT for cover versions of tracks 8, 9, and 18.
Cover Songs: "Spirits of Crime" originally by Hocico, "Alice" originally by Sisters of Mercy, and "Leave Out All the Rest" originally by Linkin Park.

Dedicated to Albert F. Herrera and Josie de la Cruz.

Thanks to Adam Porter and all my friends at BGCB. You know who you are.

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You Will Have Tribulation Denver, Colorado

Out of the miry pit comes a love for all things industrial, post-punk, and electronic. Lo-fi, erratic, and sometimes humorous, the eclectic styles of You Will Have Tribulation reflect the urban decay from which the sound was born of.

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